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Thursday, Mar. 06, 2003 / 1:24 p.m. ~Get It Over With~ Anyone else find looking at stats to be almost like some sort of compulsion? I'm not sure why I bother. Someone likes to link to me from someone else's guestbook, and he/she does it compulsively, speaking of compulsions, over and over, click, click, click. Cilck on diary, click on guestbook, click on Joleen. Why? Then there's the Army dude, or dudette. Leave a note, why don't you? What division are you in? You deployed yet? Ready to kill? Your rifle is your friend? Cool. Did you read about the actor who did the voice translation for Hussein during Rather's interview??? An actor, an actor doing an Iraqi accent. It was fake. Watch out, man, it's all about the production. Don't trust anyone. Or as Mulder used to say, Trust No One. Someone called my Superivisor to complain about me. An asshole who kept saying, "WHAT?!", who had me raising my voice thinking he couldn't hear me, then kept saying, "Stop yelling at me". Fucker. I hung up on him finally, after we went 'round in circles. Fucker wants to get me fired? I need to fucking quit, so there! Take THAT, asshole. Get me fired, I can collect unemployment whilst I look elsewhere. It's one of those weeks wherein I hate my job with such a passion, I hate every person on the other end of that phone so hard, so deep, I have a hard time talking. Try being nice to someone you feel you cannot tolerate another moment. Try to be patient when inside yourself you're screaming, you're breaking whole sets of china.... Oh, speaking of China, it's not just France the US idiots need to hate now, it's China. I heard that in one restaurant here in town, or the suburbs actually, they've changed the name of their fries to Freedom Fries, instead of French Fries. Stupid idiots. You hate France because they're not buckling under pressure from Bush et al? You want to hate China now too? And let's get back to hating Russia, just like the Cold War, on account of we all miss it terribly. Great articles in the free weekly this week! If you live here, pick one up, check out the coalition's HUGE full page antiwar ad! Whoo hooooooo!!!! And the other two from that organization I've never heard of, the ones comparing Jesus to Bush, scathing, man, fucking scathing. I was laughing in my cube, I was saying, "This is FANTASTIC!", to no one in particular. And their editorials, all their articles, about the whole duct tape bullshit, with a supposition that Bush owns stock in the company, etc., it's all antiwar, it's all leftist, liberal, scathing, subversive, and scathing is the best word. It's the kind of crap that I like to write and then run for fear of the fallout. But it's not crap, it's well written, and they take the fallout too. After all, it's FREE, no subscribers to piss off, just advertisers, and all the advertisers are porn shops! I LOVE it! Yesterday was such a bad day, I told H., my Supervisor, that. I said it was really stressful and loud, and she says I should've transferred the call, I should transfer my stress to her. I will, now. I'm not good at delegating, I take it all on myself. Today I woke up wanting sex. I wanted morning sex. I wanted slow, stroking, heat to simmer and boil sex. I would've masturbated, but I had to get up and go to the fucking cube so more people could tell me to lick their boots. I'm a customer service slave. Hurt me, humiliate me, knock me to the ground and make me beg to get up again. But I want it slow and sweet. I'm tired, I'm sore, I'm demoralized, I'm afraid of losing my job, I desperately want a new job, I have time off next week and a huge list of things to do. I'm going to sleep and nothing more. I'm going to do everything on my list. In the shower I tried to imagine what it's like not to exist and I was terrified. I want North Korea to nuke us and get this over with. Cost of the War in Iraq
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