Thursday, Mar. 24, 2005 / 12:37 p.m. ~Major Confession~ When not writing angstily (new word alert!) here, I am a normal person. No shit. For some odd reason I feel compelled to dump the most personal parts of my psyche into a public online diary, but in reality, in the 'real world', I am a functioning, and not altogether unhappy, human being. One would never guess from reading this diary, really. And... despite all I've said and written, I am having a lot of fun now that we are being laid off at work. I write this from work now, and today, for example, due to Mercury Retrograde or not, things are just chaotic, but controlled, and in this I find so much pleasure. I have Interweb access from the cube, I check email obsessively, I exchange comments with people on LiveJournal, and I do some work in between, meanwhile listening to CDs or people talking (and I talk a lot too, it's very social now), and it couldn't be more fun. Plus, I'm wearing a t-shirt and jeans. Every day I wear jeans. As much as I want this to be over and my new life to begin, this ending, this closure, is so very perfect. After seven years, this is us, closing. I informed my contacts today... and they had no idea. Whee! Cost of the War in Iraq
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